close to fear and fade away…

Current Mood:something…

Current Music:Pearl Jam – Long Road
once upon a time I could do no wrong // though the candle flickers, the flame is never gone…


wow … so much better than I expeced, though out of pure fear i thought of none of this week over the past year… why do that to myself?

and of course the universe runs on it’s own terms, eh?
thus BoingBoing shares with me this:
Breathe Deeply…

and so we continue our little group dance and jig, sloshing this way and that, looking up to see a blue heron swoop down and bestow upon us amazement, or a visit to family to make us smile and laugh, or none of the above, right Richit/Salby??

the friends I have, the famly I have … all so much love and support and hope and help … I doubt they’ll ever know what that means to me … but it’s a whole lot. Like the whole enchilada lot – all and so much more. allowing me to be around to be amazed. and sad, and sadder, and then angry and then nothing and then, just because it’s so that kind of day, a moment of oh so nice alivness … everything there and noticed, enjoyed and loved. that’s kinda damn good, really. even if tallahassee scares shari.

but I should nap now, think of the love in my life, the love of my life … I hope you do the same.